tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1375601935723879662024-03-19T06:02:46.705-07:00BLiSSsUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.comBlogger75125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-14249323881459828282008-11-20T19:59:00.000-08:002008-11-20T20:10:54.962-08:00i dont have a 24 hr walmartso i haven't written anything in forever. i guess its because everything has been so good lately that ive been enjoying the fuck out of it.im a horrible speller, and sometimes i catch myself making mistakes but its too late..i hate going back and correcting shit..i got the job i wanted.im in love with an amazing man.my dog actually sits when i tell him to nowmy hair is long..ish..eri suck at sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-47632090658601682562008-10-22T00:29:00.000-07:002008-10-22T00:31:10.208-07:00it kills!have you ever wanted something so bad it hurt, or you felt as if you couldnt wait anymore.i just dont know how much more waiting i can do. why cant i just have it now!life again slapping me across the facethanxsUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-44323628801412545792008-10-21T00:20:00.000-07:002008-10-21T00:37:20.718-07:00octoberoctober has been so weird for me.ive felt lost and sad and confused this whole month.i lost my grandpa and that hurt me so bad. i still get sad when i think about it. ive never had anyone close to me pass. i miss my papi beto.well my other grandpa is back yet again from mexico i swear he might as well live here. lol. hes so funny.i cant help but feel bi polar. i cant help but think some thing is sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-77276363332194995312008-09-14T23:59:00.000-07:002008-09-15T00:06:25.674-07:00shorty is a 10ok so i have a job interview on tuesday!im pretty excited.i need to leave my current hell hole of a job quick!hopefully i get it, being broke doesnt fly with me..okcar payments aint fun when you get your hrs cutman if i get it ill be able to chill again and stop worrying about everything!i really wanna go see cynthia in san diego since she moved there!im excited about my drive up to san franciscosUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-29355144546404668692008-09-01T17:20:00.000-07:002008-09-01T17:22:16.159-07:00i got it backok so i think im kinda falling for a boy.its so strange to feel this. i haven't felt this in like a yr.im so happy. i mean like all the fuckin time! i think about his ass all the mother fuckin time! i cant help it. i wanna talk to him all the time!jeez i got it bad..hehe..sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-91685344896040267652008-08-12T16:36:00.000-07:002008-08-12T16:46:00.276-07:00tehehei have really nothing to major to talk about.same shit different day.but not bad horrible shit. just life shit.im happy, things are going smooth. ive regained faith.its hard to put into word what i feel, i just know i feel different.content in my own bad luck haha:]sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-53990424780495406492008-07-28T02:08:00.000-07:002008-07-28T02:13:16.158-07:00oh manis it just me or does it piss you off so see people so fuckin happy sometimes.not that im some hateful bitter unhappy bitchim really nothateful or a bitch or bittermaybe just good grief you know?no but i chose this rut and here i lay.happy in my own bizarre maybe so unhappiness.witch isnt relay unhappinessmore like damn you all shakes fist but ends up laughing after i do so kinda thingoh man.i sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-91062627974699427962008-07-28T01:12:00.000-07:002008-07-28T01:21:31.590-07:00to whom this may concerni was recently told by someone to check these out so i did, on youtube obviouslyi watch the trailers so i can get a sense of the movie before i watch themprincess mononokespirited awayhowls moving castlemy neighbor totorofull metal alchemistprincess mononoke and spirited away look beautifully made.my neighbor totoro is so cute, just the two little girls and the little mice things lolhowls moving sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-38706642093882610932008-07-28T00:27:00.000-07:002008-07-28T00:56:55.341-07:00no mamesis it bad to be so self aware.to know exactly why you are the way you are and why you react a certain way. for only being 2o i know exactly how and why i am the way i am.its been good. but it messes wit me. ill catch myself before an act and try to counter it but i mess it up.or i try to be better at what i know i suck at and it never goes well either.i think i know more then i should, some how sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-28528653727309141562008-07-23T23:51:00.000-07:002008-07-23T23:53:46.611-07:00for the sake of lovei dont really like animebut i love me some Inuyasha and Kagomefuckin cartoon network <3i also love harley, from batmanthats would be a sick halloween costume hahasUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-82705131442039480382008-07-17T00:26:00.000-07:002008-07-17T00:36:54.571-07:00friends no moreok i dont know what to do.i have this guy friend and he really is a chill as guy. i consider him a good friend. a ride or die kinda friend.but he dated one of my friends. like they were engaged. and all this shit went down after they broke up.she doesnt really talk to him. so she say.so now im wondering is it bad if i still would like to be friends with him.they both will tell me shit and you sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-63158880095188564352008-07-15T01:21:00.000-07:002008-07-15T01:39:22.392-07:00thats not fairokay.i hate this whole double standard.why are girls sluts and guys "playas"if a guy were to say fuck im horny it'd be ok. but if i were to say oh god i want some id be a slut or people would assume im easy.theres a difference between sleeping around and maybe just feeling lonely, but its not like your gonna go run to some random dude and demand him to take his pants off.fuck people stop sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-6380016969237528432008-07-10T12:09:00.000-07:002008-07-10T12:18:12.245-07:00peeping tomok so i went late night lurking with my mom the other day.my mom and dad belong to this group in our church and they get together every friday. this friday they're coming to our house again.for 2 weeks they've been doing this secret santa thing where they buy something everyday and leave it for the couple they got.so at like 10 pm i was watching tv and i hear someone ring our door bell and i sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-49612994694895674062008-06-28T23:44:00.000-07:002008-06-28T23:53:16.687-07:00um hello?!does friend ship not mean anything to people now a days.fuck people.how can you be so close to someone. always have them run to you. you do everything for them. and then they just leave like its no big thing.twiceits been done to me twiceim sick of people making me feel like i wasnt as big as a part of there lives as they were mine.lately im starting to think i really dont have close friends sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-5070020949737712642008-06-25T00:15:00.001-07:002008-07-03T01:06:13.635-07:00i need to be curedi am currently in love with the Jonas Brothers.did i just wake up and forget im about to be 21 in august?so i love cartoons, the disney channel, love everything hello kitty and im in love with the jonas brothers.haha..ill Never grow up hehe.is it wrong that my favorite is just 19! not even like turning 19 in August. omg. not good.can you guess which ones my fave? yea the one on the left with the sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-61786271488045568672008-06-24T00:59:00.000-07:002008-06-24T01:18:58.248-07:00its not what it looks likei ask alot of questions, its not cuz im nosy im just curious.i guess i like knowing stuff about people. i would ask way more questions then i normally do but i dont want people to get the wrong idea.like i said theres a difference between me wanting to know shit about you and you giving me your life story that ive heard 5 trillion times already, stop being selfish.i found out i know one other sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-67516363036918327412008-06-23T00:41:00.000-07:002008-06-23T00:51:56.042-07:00alsosince when does being in a relationship give you the right to get all.......you know uh!its not like im jealous, i was the one that told you i just wanted to be friends.you dont gotta get all weird on me.ive been missing stuff alot lately. everything. i miss my friends. there are some people i could have sworn id never miss cuz we'd always be so tight. and i find myself missing them. i think sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-334603083115867392008-06-23T00:22:00.000-07:002008-06-23T00:37:32.414-07:00let me talk to you for a minutei love late night conversations i do, but i hate it when your talking to some one and you just dont wanna talk anymore so you start feeling bad so you make up some bs lie. oh im getting tired. and then they catch you on myspace and you get a message from them hey i though you went to sleep. then you have to cover that up. jeez.if someone didnt wanna talk to me i wouldnt care, just can say they'resUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-38193210084815964032008-06-20T02:02:00.000-07:002008-06-20T02:04:56.077-07:00plant a treeits hella hot AGAIN!jeeeezand i have the worst one arm tan. my fuckin left arm is darker then my right arm. when i drive the suns always burning up that arm. so now i have this light farmers tan. ON ONE ARMlife is so not fair<3sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-76274462604666881042008-06-13T01:40:00.000-07:002008-06-13T01:49:14.290-07:00the black abyssi just watched serendipity for the first time.i first have to say that i LOVE john cusak. damn. if he were younger or i was older. i loved him back in the 80's. hes the dorky awkward cute boy of my dreams.back to the movie.i believe in fate. completely. i believe as we go about living our lives there are clues left for us to see, letting us know exactly what is mean for us.i've left alot of my sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-52495193683740678562008-06-03T23:39:00.000-07:002008-06-03T23:53:20.594-07:00this is easyi could go on forever.there are to many songs. the older the better.even tho people have called dashboard confessional "emo" and even me for LOVING them, i love them!!this band is the perfect soundtrack for love.for falling into love, and falling out. i prefer the first one.i could fall in love with them playing in the back ground.even tho technically its only one guy in the "band" whatever ill sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-86453539782230978092008-06-01T01:56:00.000-07:002008-06-01T02:13:51.986-07:00my nails are a tangy pinkhave you ever just needed to talk. and have someo one listen and give you advise or help you sort things out. you know. like when you talk and talk and basically rationalize and solve your own problem with out there help really, but it was nice that they listened.i havent wanted to talk to anyone of my usual friends. i dont know.the people who i would ant to talk to are probly to busy and then sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-50012968796639047812008-06-01T01:16:00.000-07:002008-06-01T01:46:45.113-07:00la pinche vidaso. the boy.i havent been avoiding him. more like "i lost my phone sorry i missed that call" kinda shit you know. or i m busy sorry i cant hang. im a horrible horrid girl that will be forced to walk the world only breaking hearts and never getting the chance to love and be loved.hes already in a love hurts incubus kinda mood.aw!!! more akward asian face!!!!!! im doing my best to make it a proper sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-45272381471303954992008-05-28T01:09:00.000-07:002008-05-28T01:27:53.918-07:00what to do..sometimes i dont even know why this sort of thing ever happens. its not like its my fault but, matters of the heart are always tricky.so, my ex all of a sudden has been txting me alot. which is cool. hes such a rad kid i wanted to stay friends. but i think after a break up there has to be a little distance just to kinda of make it easier. whatever, anyways. so lately it has been like a everyday sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137560193572387966.post-1418709503321631662008-05-23T01:01:00.000-07:002008-05-23T01:09:50.220-07:003 blind micei feel as if my parents got a divorce.my two best friends cynthia and andrea, for lack of a better word, are not friends anymore. so it kinda sucks. if i do go to southcity i have to go once for andrea and again for cynthia. i really dont mind. the drive is like nothing, my cars is SO good on gas :]. i love the drive. plus when i go down there it gives me a chance to see other people to.its just,sUP kIDShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07154376289057277085noreply@blogger.com0