flash back

so i was on the phone with cynthia, and we just started talking about high school and all our funny stories and the people we knew.

i miss it sometimes.

we then just talked about how much our lifes have changed since leaving high school and where we are now.

its funny how one minute you feel like you have your life figured out and one thing can change all that. how one thing shakes it all and shatters it until your left not knowing anything.

i pranked my ex anthony. hes suck a dork. i never gave him my new number so i thought it would be funny to call him with out blocking my number and pretending to be some girl he meet months ago at a party. i had cynthia just listening in the other line. fuck face never even knew it was me mwahah.. im glad that we were able to put everything behind us and be friends. even though i was never able to give him what he was giving me doesnt mean i didnt care for him. hes a good person. plus his cousin is married to my best friend so its probly better that we can be cool cuz we might have to see each other again one day. south city is a small city man.

i hung out with a friend today, we saw Run Fat Boy Run. so fuuuuuny.
the movie was really cute. basically the guy dennis is still in love with his ex and he runs a marathon to prove to her he has changed. i guess the message is that its never to late if you really love someone to fight for them.
i love the message i do, but one thing i have learned though out the years and failed relationships is that you have to know when to say no. ive become so great at it lately its kinda why im alone. well not alone but single.
sometimes the person your fighting for isnt worth it, or isnt fighting along with you.

i will not be a victim of the one sided love affairs. im the queen on one sided love affairs, by the way. ive loved once, he was a prick. still is. ive been in other relationships where i feel as if they were into it more then me.

is it hard to love someone and get back what your giving. it shouldnt be.


but anyways on a lighter note. my puppy got all his puppy shots. he was so good. he sat quietly and was very playful with everyone that wanted to pet him. everyone loved him and went on and on about how cute he is. yup i got me a cute puppy. hes a half pit half german shepard so hes gonna be huge. aw my love.

i guess ive found the end to my love wowes. animals. lol. im so gonna be that crazy cat lady haha..