Hello world

sup kids :]

so this is my first official blog, what to talk about? hmmm..

i guess i can start off with what i just told gabe "fuck a boy all i need is my favorite song"

i feel like everyone around me is happy in a relationship, and im happy for everyone really.

i just feel left out at times because of it, but at the same time i really dont want a serious relationship. its something i decided back in november. i obviously didnt listen to my own advise. im the kind of person that just goes with the flow, i try not to stress over it or even give it much thought. if it happens it happens. of not then fiiiine my firend.

im so use to having someone in my life that when i dont i miss it, i miss having someone to talk to late at night. someone to run home to excited cuz the funniest thing happened and i have to tell him.

at the same time im very independent and its not something i need. i dont define happiness as being with some one. im not dumb if i really wanted a boyfriend or a guy around i could. its not difficult, ive already turned some down. i just dont simple as that.

im at a point where i know what i want and i wont deal with bullshit. so i rather really wait for something good then just take whatever comes first, not that i ever have.

i make myself happy music makes me happy so alone or with someone im happy.

right now im obsessed with "9 in the afternoon" by panic at the disco.
i really have never liked them but there new cd is actually good. weird to say.

so all i need is that song and im soo good.


ill write some more later, its 1.16 and i got work at 10! damn

peace
Denisse